So the long awaited trip to japan is now over.
It was good fun! Good food, good shopping and best of all, i got to visit various temples and shrines.
Made wishes and rang bells!
Spending my birthday at disneyland was the highlight. Havent been happier! Was the BEST DAY EVER!
anyway........
Many things have happened since. I finally met him in person.... unplanned.... unintentional
I remember setting a time-frame as to when i'd give up on this if he didnt ask me out before a certain time. I recall my time frame being the end of april.
I try to think of it this way, but i dont know if what im thinking will eventually drive me nuts... so here are the reasons why i think the deadline was met and it was just time to meet.
1. the universe has something planned for me
2. my prayers have been heard?
3. things happen for a reason?
4. Fate? (cant really call it fate can i? his pain my happiness?) haha
The 4 points above = wishful thinking. They indicate that things are progressive, forward moving, have a direction? However... i hate however's and buts.. but however... although things have gone smooth so far (touch wood!!! --> touch all the trees in the forest!!) and ive finally met with him. How do i know if he likes me? i dont want to get hurt at the end of the day....
I'd rather know where i stand and know if i should continue or not. I think im just afraid to get hurt.... well who's not ?
well so far, ... things seem fine, close friends who know about the happenings tell me to not over analyse and just enjoy these moments and not stress over anything. But how la...
Some people tell me that if he likes you, he'd ask u out again. But the only reason why we probably have plans for a next meet up is cause i decided not to let him pay for my lunch the last round and that i'd help him clean his filthy car up. and maybe cause he has another appointment at the hospital and has to some way or another see me.
Just a night ago, as we were texting, he asked me what i looked for in a guy,... he said he was curious. why be curious? and when i asked him the same question back. he said he goes for girls who are not of the norm... he said he couldnt explain and the kind he goes for , usually u cant put a finger on the reasons as to y he is attracted. he also mentioned that he's attracted to girls who make him laugh. Who's not lah! who wants a sulky person?
I hope these questions mean something and not just trash talk. He said he thought i was cute too btw... made my day man! made my day! but honestly.. i think being cute in his eyes isnt everything... somehow i get that feeling.
He thinks i am sweet and cute. is that even enough? idk man!!
Well after all that has been said! i still have alot to be thankful for...
From being TOTAL strangers, i've managed to meet this feller face to face... something i thought wasn't possible just a couple of months ago. i've come this far... im not turning back!
By far the biggest headache ever!
It was good fun! Good food, good shopping and best of all, i got to visit various temples and shrines.
Made wishes and rang bells!
Spending my birthday at disneyland was the highlight. Havent been happier! Was the BEST DAY EVER!
anyway........
Many things have happened since. I finally met him in person.... unplanned.... unintentional
I remember setting a time-frame as to when i'd give up on this if he didnt ask me out before a certain time. I recall my time frame being the end of april.
I try to think of it this way, but i dont know if what im thinking will eventually drive me nuts... so here are the reasons why i think the deadline was met and it was just time to meet.
1. the universe has something planned for me
2. my prayers have been heard?
3. things happen for a reason?
4. Fate? (cant really call it fate can i? his pain my happiness?) haha
The 4 points above = wishful thinking. They indicate that things are progressive, forward moving, have a direction? However... i hate however's and buts.. but however... although things have gone smooth so far (touch wood!!! --> touch all the trees in the forest!!) and ive finally met with him. How do i know if he likes me? i dont want to get hurt at the end of the day....
I'd rather know where i stand and know if i should continue or not. I think im just afraid to get hurt.... well who's not ?
well so far, ... things seem fine, close friends who know about the happenings tell me to not over analyse and just enjoy these moments and not stress over anything. But how la...
Some people tell me that if he likes you, he'd ask u out again. But the only reason why we probably have plans for a next meet up is cause i decided not to let him pay for my lunch the last round and that i'd help him clean his filthy car up. and maybe cause he has another appointment at the hospital and has to some way or another see me.
Just a night ago, as we were texting, he asked me what i looked for in a guy,... he said he was curious. why be curious? and when i asked him the same question back. he said he goes for girls who are not of the norm... he said he couldnt explain and the kind he goes for , usually u cant put a finger on the reasons as to y he is attracted. he also mentioned that he's attracted to girls who make him laugh. Who's not lah! who wants a sulky person?
I hope these questions mean something and not just trash talk. He said he thought i was cute too btw... made my day man! made my day! but honestly.. i think being cute in his eyes isnt everything... somehow i get that feeling.
He thinks i am sweet and cute. is that even enough? idk man!!
Well after all that has been said! i still have alot to be thankful for...
From being TOTAL strangers, i've managed to meet this feller face to face... something i thought wasn't possible just a couple of months ago. i've come this far... im not turning back!
By far the biggest headache ever!