No more excuses

I think that it is crystal clear that a person isn't interested in you if they don't speak to you over the weekend or make any plans with you for the weekend.
I refuse to make anymore excuses for this cause honestly... ure really not working during this time and you have all the time in the world.

I know i didn't wanna give up and i know that i have come this far to give it all up is just a waste....
but... i cant come up with anymore excuses to explain your behaviour to myself.
you may have been sweet, but who knows, you might be equally sweet to everyone too and what sets me apart from the rest?

Time to let this all go... slowly but surely.

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