GCMJM

Although it has been a tiring week.. Studying for forensics exam and going on ICU rounds. It has still been a wonderful week. Theres is definitely a skip in my step. Haven't been happier. Going for the holistic fair with the cousin tmr and hopefully be able to go to the temple to give some thanks and pray to be smarter cause i really need some more brain.

Probably the simplest but easily the best date ive been on.

I think im probably at my highest point right now and nothing and i mean nothing can bring me down. He told me he likes me!!! Yay!!! Smile until cheeks cram..

I think that it is crystal clear that a person isn't interested in you if they don't speak to you over the weekend or make any plans with you for the weekend. I refuse to make anymore excuses for this cause honestly... ure really not working during this time and you have all the time in the world. I know i didn't wanna give up and i know that i have come this far to give it all up is just a waste.... but... i cant come up with anymore excuses to explain your behaviour to myself. you may have been sweet, but who knows, you might be equally sweet to everyone too and what sets me apart from the rest? Time to let this all go... slowly but surely.

So the long awaited trip to japan is now over. It was good fun! Good food, good shopping and best of all, i got to visit various temples and shrines. Made wishes and rang bells! Spending my birthday at disneyland was the highlight. Havent been happier! Was the BEST DAY EVER! anyway........ Many things have happened since. I finally met him in person.... unplanned.... unintentional I remember setting a time-frame as to when i'd give up on this if he didnt ask me out before a certain time. I recall my time frame being the end of april. I try to think of it this way, but i dont know if what im thinking will eventually drive me nuts... so here are the reasons why i think the deadline was met and it was just time to meet. 1. the universe has something planned for me 2. my prayers have been heard? 3. things happen for a reason? 4. Fate? (cant really call it fate can i? his pain my happiness?) haha The 4 points above = wishful thinking. They indicate that things are progre...