I hate!

I dont get it. Whats the point in explaining when in the end, u know that everyone you tell will doubt you.
And if u confront, you'll indefinitely get ' i didnt','i never',... all the denials. So confront for?

Through my teen years i've had to endure a family member constantly talking bad about me.
Be it twisting a perfectly innocent story or just making up stories. These stories will make the listener go ,' WHAT?! REALLY?! . i guess people love to hear horrible stuff about others and thus go back to her for more stories. I guess this person felt like she had power and fame from making up shit about me and continued to do so. She'd jump at each opportunity to make up shit about me.

I recall a story. I had posted a video on fb . This video was about how my friends and i were having innocent fun at my place. She twisted and turned the story 180 and called my parents the very min after watching the vid and told my parents that i almost brunt down the house. she didnt stop at telling my parents, she told extended family members too. Still they cant see how she loves to talk shit about me. Nvm, i endure as people still think she is angelic and im really the one causing all this trouble.

Theres so much more she has said about me that reallllly pisses me off.
You;d ask me, so y dont u tell ur parents this is happening?
HAH! they dont believe me, and even ask for evidence. can u give evidence based on a verbal conversation?
Even when i have written evidence, a print screen from msn, they'd go on to say that the person is not reliable.
They seem like the ones in friggin denial.
I dont get how some people can be so evil! they do evil things and get away with it. Life is really unfair.

Whatever it is. i know no one will stand by me and truely know that ive friggin done nothing and dont deserve all this. i dont know wht kinda kick she gets outta this but im sure shes liking it.
My own theory is this. She fell out with extended family once and now that these ppl are after me and calling her making good with her, hey, why not jump in and gossip more ? make more stories, tell them that what they think is absolutely right and put in more seasoning as u go along. Just to seem like the good one again.

You know what! Ive had enough. i get beaten up over and over. keep thinking she'll change and i get beaten up again. I'm left without life already, i cant go on and i dont wanna go on thinking she'll change, ever. Ive given up. I really dont trust anyone anymore. Ive even tried to reason things out with her. No use.

Im always the bad one and she is the victim
I'll live with that till the day i can do something about this.
Since my parents dont believe me,i'll make sure in the future i;ll take these matters into my own hands.
Then it will be too late.
And on that day, they will finally see evidence. if evidence is what everyone wants.

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