Lie fabricators and Rude kids

Life has been hard. E has been difficult in terms of her issues in school. 
On top of that. Some are giving me a hard time on top of having a hard time.

Recently celebrated GGma's birthday, as much as i tried to avoid certain family members, 
Shit still came to me in the form of fabricated lies. Whats new right? I already predicted there will be problems if there was some kind of overlap .... ESPECIALLY at a party with lots of family members.
Now they play it clever by using a kid to lie. (the kid was damn rude) but u know what , if the parents dont teach, there is another teacher, the PRISON. 
So im not gonna make a big deal out of it. let him be and let him continue lying and being rude. Not my kid!
Anw, karma will get them. if not now, then when they least expect.

The parents have been on one side, the side of the lie fabricators.
As much as i thought i was stone rock solid heart, i dunno what happened..
why did i break? why did i care? why did i even try to understand and mend things? why?! Stupidity!
 i still tried to mend ties. But to no avail. 
It is ok, I tried, so I will now let it go for good.
I can live my life knowing i tried but that was not enough because u cannot go all the way alone, effort is a 2 way street, from u and from the other party, u cannot mend a broken relationship alone.

The house i want is finally on the market, now to just sell the old property off and move on
with life. I really need to move on and move out and get out of the toxic hole i live in right now.

Full of lies and secrecy,. Honestly, no one needs this kinda shit esp from parents. 
As parents, they should know better than to treat their own children this way, even after apologising. 
And trying to understand the situation better, again to no avail. only to silence. 

So what do u say, i say, they dont want to meet me half way as much as i have tried.

Its strange really, cause it seems as though they have been spellbound by the lie fabricators.
Well, if thats the case, nothing i can do. I wont push on. I let go.

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