GCMJM

 When hope is gone.  When you try your hardest to scream! When you try your hardest to make them see! When you try your hardest to understand and come to their Senses but in the end it’s still back to square one.  Some battles are not worth fighting after losing countless times When it’s so clear they don’t want you around and prefer others to you. They prefer to spend all quality time with the others but not yours.  It’s time to go. And this time. It will be for good.  She said to leave so we will. Her wish will be granted. Be careful of what you say or what you wish for. You will lose the people who were the most genuine in your life and you will be left with the pretentious ones. What you looked at was just money fame and attention but all that will fade and true characters will show in due time. Till then , it will be too late to regret because I will be gone. We will be gone. The kids you chose to neglect for others will be gone. The ones who were the most genuine and pure of hear

 Shit happens and sometimes.  1st kid down with influenza and then encephalitis. Life never the same again. Finances are all put into getting her better. Therapy and classes and interventions. We spend about 10k+ on her a month. Little bro only take a small portion of that and only has Chinese classes apart from school.  To think you get family who are supportive? Umm think again?  People who rat you out when you just ask for help when you’re practically alone having to split yourself picking 2 kids schooling 45 mins away from each other. Having school meetings after work and knowing you can only get 1 of the 2 and need help to get the other if not there will be a penalty. So you ask for help. But you get trouble for this cause certain evil family members instead of offering help prefer to cause more problems for you.  Now, the grandparents of the 2 little kids, they favour the half angmo grandkids only and spend all the weekends dining out with the half-white grandkids. Never once ask