Anything worth having doesn't come easy

I signed up for this, i knew from the start that this wouldn't be easy.
I thought it was easier than it looked actually... I thought what he said about having absolutely no time was just an exaggeration. Well i was soo sooo wrong. Its not easy. But he has reminded me that anything worth having doesn't come easy and that this will just be a phase that will soon ease off. Soon meaning (Few years...)
I've come to realise that the only way to live through this is to keep myself busy, give myself mini projects to occupy my time.

Im thinking of leaving my current job.. but that will only happen after the bond.
I am not earning what I am potentially capable of. I put in hours in this current place but i don't get any form of compensation or appreciation. So why not put in the hours in another company where my efforts will be paid off..  I could be earning as much as 3x my current pay. So why not? After all I have nothing better to do. Taking leave at this current place is like buying 4D, more often than not , u wont win. And for the extras i put in, they don't even compensate me in terms of giving me hours back. No motivation!
Work has been giving me so much more responsibilities now. So stressful!  All just came one after another. Good and bad i guess.  This year seems to passing rather fast. Jan is over already and now its almost mid Feb. Seriously FAST!

ANW...

So I think he will be taking me to the air show this coming sat. Saw some really cool pictures already and i'm Excited!!!
CNY has been alright so far. Missed Reunion dinner thanks to the stupid leave system at work! Wanna just leave. Thanks to him i actually had a proper reunion dinner with lou hey and a 10 course meal painstakingly prepared. It was yummmms. And i realllly appreciate that they welcomed me and made me feel soooo comfy. If not for them, i would be alone at home having KFC for dinner and turning in early whilst everyone else has fun.
AngBao Earnings this year surprisingly not too bad. Happy.


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