GCMJM

I think I've got my expectations way up there. Got to start to stop expecting so much seriously.... It's just going to kill me slowly. Okay v'day was a ..... I think I expected too much day. But hey... It turned out awesome in the end. Lotsa memories and things to laugh about. E.g. Me trying to catch a burning lantern.. Ok moving forward... The airshow was actually pretty fun. Black eagles were WOW!! It was hot. I got chao da skin after it all but it's all okay. I got my leave approved for late June-July Japan trip.. HOPEFULLY ( if the bf gets his leave) So the plan is. Budget everything! Budget flights and accommodation. This way, the extra savings can be used on train tickets, Disney tickets, performances, FOOOD, random Japan buys... Etc. because need to  save tts why have such a tight budget. So I've done 50% research and its looking good. Plan is to fly to Osaka, take the shinkansens that are included in the rail pass to Kyoto and then to tokyo. We don

I signed up for this, i knew from the start that this wouldn't be easy. I thought it was easier than it looked actually... I thought what he said about having absolutely no time was just an exaggeration. Well i was soo sooo wrong. Its not easy. But he has reminded me that anything worth having doesn't come easy and that this will just be a phase that will soon ease off. Soon meaning (Few years...) I've come to realise that the only way to live through this is to keep myself busy, give myself mini projects to occupy my time. Im thinking of leaving my current job.. but that will only happen after the bond. I am not earning what I am potentially capable of. I put in hours in this current place but i don't get any form of compensation or appreciation. So why not put in the hours in another company where my efforts will be paid off..  I could be earning as much as 3x my current pay. So why not? After all I have nothing better to do. Taking leave at this current place is