Family?

Ever since I was little I had to endure the constant agony of keeping silent as you put me down in front of others.
Nothing has changed.... You remain the same evil, cunning, ill intentioned person I used to know. Now you have just become more open about putting me down. What's more? You do it in a sarcastic , indirect manner so as to put your point across and covering your ass.
I'm not silly, I can read btw the lines and I know that your evil mouth cannot be sealed.

You say nasty things about me that are untrue to family and friends. What do I do? I just keep quiet.
You tell these people to keep what you told them from me or else I'd get angry? Why? Because you know that if they questioned me, your lies would be exposed.

You're supposed to be family. But honestly... I think you are far from it.
You act like you want the best for me or that you would help me when ure In front of familiar faces.
But what u really want is to put me down so that you make yourself look better.
You get close to family In a fake way and tell them shit about me. KARMA will get you.

Somehow you cannot stand to see me happy. You cannot stand that I've got a decent job.
You put down my profession to make yourself look all smart n important.
Why can't you just be happy for me?

You say things to put my relationship down. And how about yourself?  An AssPeeGee looking down on me. Look at yourself first. Sometimes I wonder y u do this? Maybe ure just insecure on the inside. insecure that I might be genuinely happier than u are. Insecure people are the ones putting others down anyway.

Whatever it is. I'm keeping my distance from you. If I cannot defend myself and no one around me can help me. I'll help myself.. I'll protect  myself. I will keep away from you.
It is sad but its what I've got to do.

Ever since u arrived, I've been nothing but friendly and welcoming. I've never said anything nasty or started any fight. I've gone to work in the morning and come home. Such little contact with you, and yet I get this. I don't deserve this. You can play this game on your own. I'm out! I don't want to fight.
If you are nice to me I am nice back. It's as easy as that.

Thank you for hurting me, thank you for making me cry.
Your presence has always brought more sadness and fights into our lives.
I wish you return from where u came from fast. I want a normal peaceful life back.

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