GCMJM

Ever since I was little I had to endure the constant agony of keeping silent as you put me down in front of others. Nothing has changed.... You remain the same evil, cunning, ill intentioned person I used to know. Now you have just become more open about putting me down. What's more? You do it in a sarcastic , indirect manner so as to put your point across and covering your ass. I'm not silly, I can read btw the lines and I know that your evil mouth cannot be sealed. You say nasty things about me that are untrue to family and friends. What do I do? I just keep quiet. You tell these people to keep what you told them from me or else I'd get angry? Why? Because you know that if they questioned me, your lies would be exposed. You're supposed to be family. But honestly... I think you are far from it. You act like you want the best for me or that you would help me when ure In front of familiar faces. But what u really want is to put me down so that you make yourself

1 year has passed. The day has come for me to finally register! It is definitely by far the heaviest load off my shoulders. Ive always thought that uni exams and projects were tough.... well... projects and logbooks for pre-registration took it to a new level! The hardest shit imaginable. Although registering takes heaps off me.. id still have to carry on the project Ive been working at so far. There are so many friggin books i need to get and read.... but they are all friggin NOT FREE! Pay to read a few pages off a book online. JOKE! ugh... this makes me think of something... but i shall not think further. Anyways... Other than work life. Life outside of work has been okay i guess. Could be better but I'm contented. I need to learn to save more and spend less... I'm still bringing my own lunch to work which helps heaps.. but still need to save more. And no, I'm not saving cause i wanna buy something. I'm finally saving for no reason. I plan to hit the gym onc