I think that i have to learn to live life as it comes. I should stop having expectations and stop day dreaming.
Start living the now rather than living... what might not be, Living in the future.
Living the future 'what you expect for the future' will only lead to a lot of disappointment... well not always but you just forget to live fully now.
I find myself questioning myself time and again, 'why isnt this like that?' 'why hasnt it happened?!' , 'will it be?'... so stressful!!
Ive to learn to be truely happy for what i already have and to start having faith and strength in believing that what i have is indeed good and that i have it way better than anyone out there.
I know that i am a fortunate individual but i fail time and again count my blessings and realise that i have alot to smile about.
My problem is that i anticipate too much in my overworked brain. I think too much when i can clearly be thinking less and take things as they are.... no second guessing and no over thinking. Am i already not stressed up enough?
I wish i could simply filter out excessive thoughts and focus on the things that really matter. Gotta try at least.
Anyway, i wont be a pre-reg for long, that means i will have to start balloting for leave. I feel that, in the years to come, it will more difficult to take any kind of leave and to travel.
I had a word with my project preceptor today. So glad i had a word with him as i was fussing about my project... he simply said, dont worry, i will ensure that you be given hours in your weekly work schedule to get this done. So appreciative i am!
Okie dokie, thats all i have to say today.
Start living the now rather than living... what might not be, Living in the future.
Living the future 'what you expect for the future' will only lead to a lot of disappointment... well not always but you just forget to live fully now.
I find myself questioning myself time and again, 'why isnt this like that?' 'why hasnt it happened?!' , 'will it be?'... so stressful!!
Ive to learn to be truely happy for what i already have and to start having faith and strength in believing that what i have is indeed good and that i have it way better than anyone out there.
I know that i am a fortunate individual but i fail time and again count my blessings and realise that i have alot to smile about.
My problem is that i anticipate too much in my overworked brain. I think too much when i can clearly be thinking less and take things as they are.... no second guessing and no over thinking. Am i already not stressed up enough?
I wish i could simply filter out excessive thoughts and focus on the things that really matter. Gotta try at least.
Anyway, i wont be a pre-reg for long, that means i will have to start balloting for leave. I feel that, in the years to come, it will more difficult to take any kind of leave and to travel.
I had a word with my project preceptor today. So glad i had a word with him as i was fussing about my project... he simply said, dont worry, i will ensure that you be given hours in your weekly work schedule to get this done. So appreciative i am!
Okie dokie, thats all i have to say today.