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This is Definitely Retribution one time jia lat jia lat for me.

i think that all the rent problems are centered around the angmoh that wants to move in. dictate everything, want to pay a small price for rent but want the best of everything. She is coming back to st lucia in jan and wants the pw to the internet. but when we've all gone home for the summer, we suspend the internet and only reconnect it when we are all back. so now this angmoh wants to be the odd one out and wants internet in jan. now i dunno wht to do also. then she can tell me for the feb period she gng to noosa to be a nanny. Thn how the internet? she gng to pay for jan and feb? cause im not paying! this also means that electricity also has to be back on just for her. Goodnessss! And i think some people can be really childish when it comes so such things. so one of her angmoh friends obviously on her side, alw ask alca n i for 3rd year notes, suddenly wanna be all enemy with us and its clear its cause of the rent thing. im sure the angmoh went to play innocent. haiyooo.

Feelndamn effed up seriously! I feel like I'm always doing things to my disadvantage to make people happy. Every friggin semester I'm not spared from rent shit. My housemates are ok. So a new year is coming, carryon manors? Ok I'm fine. I wanna keep my room. Cannot. Y ? Cause other peoe want my room and the only way to get around the rent problem is to move out of my room and share with another person. Ok nvm, I said ok, now whn I want to move my things to the room b4 heading back to sg? Cannot! Then now, another flood predicted to hit. So how? My things? Who cares? No one. Y? Cause all graduating don't give a shit. And the only peson remaining in the house gets to keep her room, so what moving for her?. I have to give up my room means I have to remove everything from my room. If I'm still paying friggin rrent for the house caand cannot leave my things in the house to prevent flood damage I pay rent for wht? I feel friggin sian man. Honestly . If I write a

i think i am a bit ocd! today i was studying and flipping thru my almost new antibiotuc TG. It was so naise n new i didnt wanna damage it or see the sides get busted. so i had it on my mind that later on id wrap it in plastic. 5 mins after that thought, i couldnt concentrate , just thinking of wrapping it NOW NOW NOW so i couldnt take it went to find the plastic wrapper and wrapped the book. now i feel ok and can concentrate a bit. DAMN the feeling was like a very itchy itch. like 99% itchy and u need to scratch! Revision sarks! but have to do! tmr 8am school. how? i intend to study till i feel tired. so dont sleep so no need to wake up for school. =D My body runs on a Gazillion cups of coffee everyday, soon my hands will start to tremble and soon it will be able to create an earth quake. kbai

X'Mas is coming. The supermarkets and everywhere else selling x'mas things! Depressing, cause x'mas coming and exams are tooo and im still stuck here. Next week is the last official week of school, then the study week and then thats it. Whitsundays,Maldives and Europe! Fun-filled holiday! Must save more $$$. Study is happening, slow but i think quite steady. i just cant concentrate. concentration is short and its annoying, i feel tired and i feel restless and i want to do everything but study. Ive downloaded the past year exam papers, they didnt upload many this round. so gium siap! I fear oral exam. as the semesters go by, it gets more extreme! more extreme interactions, more extreme patients more extreme everything! today we'll be having claypot rice, with salted fish. we got it from yuens yest. YAY! smellls sooo good. i also tabaoED char siew n sio bak from little hongkong today's dinner will be goood. I dont think ill be getting much sleep from no

Its that time of the year again where i have to do late nights of study. Cramping 13 weeks worth of lectures in my head in 3 weeks? Why do i do this to myself? Im just too lazy. But i realised that i can relieve stress by doing sit-ups. In preparation for the stressful days ahead, ive started to take spirulina, fish oils and gingko biloba. Like tooo late to take but just do it la. see if a miracle can happen. I got 16 cans of redbull at special offer a week back. On top of redbull i got myself more coffee. My freezer food is running low. I dont know if i should buy or not buy. The semester is ending so if i buy , i might not finish, if i dont buy, i might not have sufficient to take me through the exam period. Hai.... decisions a student has to make. Week 11 has flown by, and its gonna be week 12 and then 13 and then study week and then EXAMS!! Tooo fast tooooo fast already. okay back to work. baibai

I do not understand why good people always seem to die young. They contract an illness at a very young age and die at a very young age. Not fair. SO are u saying that u have to be evil in order to live till a ripe old age? Anyway, placement has ended and it is currently week 11 of study. week 13 is the final week of school before the study week and the exams. so u do the counting and don't tell me how much time i have left before the exams! Its good and bad. Good, im going home, Carin's and Maldives is nearing. Bad, long friggin hours of study and painful memory work. As i was working i realised that orh sees really talk funny. They will come in to the pharmacy and say, how are u mate? then the pharmacist will say how are u? no one actually replies to the how are u bit by saying, im good? im great? it just goes both ways, how are u and they are perfectly accepting of that nonsense! How can that be? has it become a normal greeting? y so weird. ? If u think that is weird, w

Ive been doing some research on touring europe. the tentative plan is to visit, London,irelenad,scotland,paris,switzerland netherlands and italy,Venice!!! Wanted to do greece but greece is a make up of islands and need to travel by boat. not that convenient. It will be very awsome! Exam time table is out! this semester has reallllly gone by very quickly! Very very very quickly. i cant wait to get home but first we have to move house. Sian. hate shifting house. so damn troublesome. the packing and unpacking. the carrying of boxes................zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Cant wait for maldives adventure tooo!! its gonna be a good good holiday so i must really study damn damn damn damn damn hard! need a study plan soooon ! maybe do one up tonight! ok babai