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Met seetoh today! took a peekture with him! yay me. Went shopping and got lotsa freebies! Everyone was super naise to me. I collected lappie today with a brand new keyboard! Super yummy tea and dinner too. Ok babai! thumper says hi :)

I've been having the time of my life since I've been back. Lots a eating! Everything has been amazing. It's funny how people love to use the words, hope and think. Don't hope, make it happen. Don't think, u should know! And btw, I don't ask boys out. It never ever happens so if u want to see me, make an arrangement with me. I do not need to plan anything. I only plan when I am interested in doing something. But, everything else, no way! Don't expect me to ask anyone out. I never ask! People ask me! That's just how it is. Don't want, then u don't get to see me, simple as that. When I am on holiday I do not want to plan or babysit anyone. So don't expect anything of me. U want something,u come to me, no other way. My way or the highway ! :)

Exams are finallllly over and my long awaited trip home is just hours away! At this point i always look back and ask myself how i managed to pull through such a tough period and be alive after it all. It all seemed so impossible at the start and during study. But somehow i did it. yay me! i guess hard work really pays off. I am currently at the Airport waiting to check in. At this stage, they are over booked and i am just waiting for no shows. In approximately 1 hour i will have to check for seat availability.... fingers, toes, eyes , arms and legs crossed. Angmohs are damn shameless! public display of affection everywhere! Please lah, spare me and my eyes TYVM. They also lack manners, this kid wanted to eat, then sat next to me, then i moced so the dad can sit,. dunno how to say thank u also! arses! FOS! nehmind im gng home! no need to see these arse faces anymore! Really damn rude.yet they think they're friggin superior! F#%& LAH! PHRM3011 ORAL PHRM3031 BIOM PHR

1 more sleep and the last paper will be over. one more sleep and i will be onmy way back home.. Had my scholarship interview today. i hope all goes well.... i will know in  approximately 2-3 weeks. my luggage is all packed and i am all geared up for my 8 hour journey back home. i think i will be toooo excited to sleep! cant wait! its sucha great feeling knowing that the next time i write something here, i willalready be in singapore. ok back to studying for the last paper! Huatah

Im officially a resident at the Manors. I cannot describe the happiness i feel. Incredibly HAPPY. ANYWAY, just 1 more paper to go. PHRM3011 ORAL PHRM3031 BIOM PHRM3021 PHRM3041 Moving was a total Bit*h Hate packing and cleaning! SUCKS to the core! Anway i realised something as i was moving , quite important but i fogot wht it is.when i remember i will put it here to enlighten everyone. Des did most of the work reallly, i only packed and cleaned, he carried everything and put some things in his garage,the rest he helped me carry to the manors.i told him i wanted to pay for his petrol and he declined. said its NOTHING! i felt so bad needed compensate as a thank u thing.so i suggeted dinner. n he said ok, supper. so GREAT, no more guilty feeling. In such situations Friends are everything when u are a long way from home. I moved in about 5 hours, DAMN gooood! I barely had 5 hours of sleep in 3 days! so i crashed at the manors,LOG! We had dinner at NANDOS, it was like a wel

YAY! BIOM is over. It was goooooood! CONFIDENT! But booo to tmr's 8am paper. nvm.... LOTSA YAY's today! ive be short-listed for a Scholarship interview this Friday. YAY! im moving tomorrow! YAY! its almost Saturday! ok study now! 8am paper tmr! PHRM3011 ORAL PHRM3031 BIOM PHRM3021 PHRM3041

it is clear that time is running out when eating becomes a chore and a waste of time. Liquid meals should be formulated for all university students.! I should invent that and maybe ill be rich. Imagine Naan and Curry in a BOX!.but ewwwww lah.... i use the microwave to cook fish and dump pasta stir thru sauce just cause i dont have the time. I blog only when i eat... No life. Milo powder kept too long becomes milk rocks. Things u learn away from home..... -_- Tomorrow Biom paper is at 2.30pm! i need all spiritual leaders to start prayers at tt time sharp! DAMN TOUGH!!   Meet ALCA at 8am , MEMORY work and at 2pm, to the gym for the exam! HAiiiiiyoooooooooooooooooooooooooo So very very FAST! Didnt sleep till 8am today, new record. Im moving in 2 days, im not packed!

The amount of material i have to cover and memorise by Tuesday is beyond words. I can cry just thinking about it! The prac exam questions are so difficult. !!! how can they do this to us?  2 heavy subjects back to back. and the interval between them is less than a day!

I had the rest of my nandos chicken and rice today. I am moving in 4 days, time really flies. Honestly, time flew by reallly quickly this semester. Maybe i slacked and slept too much and thats y time flew by tt quickly. I slept at like 6am-ish this morning, i have been studying. Overwhelmed with information. I need a bigger better brain. Like if only can upgrade like computer. upgrade to windows 2011 with super fast Ram, i honestly dunno what i am talking abt. HAHA just need bigger brain. its reallly stressful and too much for us to squeeze memorising 2 subjects in just 3 days. we're not robots! but we have to be if not ................  sat please come fast. it will only be then, when i will finally feel liberated. I am sleepy but i have to keep studying if not i will be losing time ..... precious study time....fkdshafgewbnfcblbv sjn dlsamn lvabfljsdncdk mlvsdhfsak sd bvalhsndl\\ BABAI

Todays paper was abit of a shocker to everyone! It was supposed to be the easiest paper of the lot and i think after this paper,no one has felt more uncertain about their performance. ! hour 35 questions! long ones! we were all red-eyed after the paper,not cause we were crying cause the eyes were tooo painful after not being able to blink and working overtime for that 1 hour. The practise exam questions and Z's 'exam question lecture' did nothing for us. All of us were dumbfounded during and after the paper! But i think i did ok and thats all that matters. So 3 down and 3 more to go. I googled panadol osteo today and realised it is controlled release formulation,partially and works to give relief for 24hours. the next 2 papers are gonna be back to back! LITERALLLY! 21st paper ends at 5pm and then the next morning at 8am another paper. !!! TORTURE! I went to nandos to get dinner today. and for tmr's lunch too.. i waited like half an hour for my food,i didnt bud

Early in the morning 2am Des BBM's me and askes me if im sleeping already? tried to lie and said yes but apparently he knew i was lying cause he knows im a chiongster for exams. Then he asked me wanna go for supper. i was damn reluctant cause i was damn CUI and in PJS alr!! Then after much persuading, i decided to go cause i was hungry too. I didnt know they had a 24 hour mac outlet here, i thought it was the toowong branch. So i put on a jumper with no leggies and a thin cardi cause toowong is covered all the way from the carpark. After a 5min drive he made a turn toward indooroopillly! I asked and he said, yea thats the nearest 24hour maccas . DIE LAH in my head!When we reached , he asked me 'u going to eat or not?' I said ; OF COZ LAH, then come out for wht? He said,i tot ure the kinda girl that dont eat supper cause scared to grow FAT! KNS! people alw get the wrong impression of me!  i shivered thru supper lah but act strong! But supper waas goooood! He knows every

Oral went ok. My predictions cane true. However, i didnt expect the osteo meds to be changed, expected a warfarin dose change instead. I did good at the doctor station, i hit all essential points. I wish i had more time with the Patient. i only managed to cover the , dont take any other brand other than marevan, check with the path lab for your inr readings in 24 hrs b4 next dose incase of change of dose and also explained why the 1mg n 3mg tablets. didnt get to go thru side effects and stuff...... but everything else was ok. too little time i say... Well.... its over now. hope for the best. but i think i did ok lah. Now to study for 3031 PHRM3011 ORAL PHRM3031 BIOM PHRM3021 PHRM3041

Abit lazy today... made milo and meegoreng.... im sucha foodie yet, when it comes to exam study break, i can forgo a goood proper meal. Life of a Xue Sen. I dont like washing dishes, cooking is fine, washing is revolting! tomorrow at 2pm Start praying and doing buddhist chants for me. I will be called up for oral anytime from 2pm. I have no idea what case im getting and i have no idea what interaction there will be. Its the scariest ever!!!! its reallly the unknown. Nevermind, can get thru one... anything in the english language can be solved. other than english, abit hard. Thats why i never pass mandarin =D. i will try and go to bed early today...TRY... Oh and i was on ebay and bid for a pair of chanel earrings,before u flip, my bid was for 36.05. Obviously i was outbid. this lady was selling the earrings, it was new and alll... she said that it was a giftl from a crazy ex bf and she wanted to get rid of it thus not bothering what price it fetches... goood buy but i was OUTBI

Oral on Wednesday! meeting alca tmr for some practise. i cant believe that i will be moving in 9 days. cant wait! Last night i summarised notes for 3031, felt damn pek chek and decided to rest for abit. Went to youtube and watched more chanel documentaries. Apparently, she found inspiration in Venice , she loved Venice, And i am reallly not surprised.... Cal pal and a year 4 student gave me Oral questions for 2009 and 2010,. i kinda have a rough idea on what they will test us on. Lucky me. So ive been preparing for all the possible cases and now im feeling sleepy....... zzzzzzzzzz i think ill have fish tonight. and i think i will study more for 3031. The sooner this is over the sooner i get on tt plane back to the Sunny island. not too big not too small, not too cold not tooo hot. i dont get y Singaporeans like to complain so much. Singapore is amazing and id never want another home! maybe if Venice wasnt gonna sink id consider but since its gonna sink, sg it is. Best things

More studying, its endless. I took a break and watched barbie and the 12 dancing princesses! I wish i had a secrect escape just like they did. Very random, but i like this scene in particular,so nice! Wish i had sisters like tt! ZOMG!!!I JUST FOUND OUT THAT THERE IS A BARBIE STORE AT MATSUZAKAYA DEPARTMENT STORE NAGOYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok, back to work.

1 DOWN 5 more to go! Now to get thru the gum ball machine. Was totalllly drained out after the paper today. But i have to keep going strong with Home as my goal. Today was exceptionally cold, mad freezing! Instant botox. There are so many things i miss and cant wait to do when i go home! EAT, DRIVE NEW CAR! ,GO TO OSAKA (kyoto), Go EAT sommore!, Play with Thumper!! imissssssthumper!!! ,i wanna go to JB to EAT toooo, MY BED!, My clean clean nice smelling bathroooom, my ROOOOM i miss dearly, everything about home lah!... PHRM 3011 ORAL PHRM3031 BIOM PHRM3021 PHRM3041 “My friends, there are no friends.” Gabrielle Chanel

If there was a panic button! i would have pressed it to the point of no return. HUGE PANIC MODE NOW! I FEEL THE STRESS TODAY! stress until nose bleed, damn goood!

Was at school from 7pm till 12 something am. More memory work Ill turn in early for the night and ill wake early tomorrow for more revision before D-day on Saturday! Its freezing cold! my hands were numb and my ears were painful after walking the distance back home from school. I didnt have anything to eat today other than,'up and go' and soy milk. The school vending machine ate 2.50 and didnt gimme my malteasers!  SARKS! wont forgive them for this! cheat money! cant believe this semester is almost over,honestly it went  by quite fast. HOMEHOMEHOMEHOMEHOMEHOME

I miss home so much, i think i miss sg enough to be the mascot at the NDP parade 2011. Ive been going thru my notes a gabillionmillion times already.hope it all pays off! Alca and i did alot of memory work today. We'll be meeting at Darwin again at 7pm and we will only leave when we feel adequately prepared. Such hard work! The number of drugs to memorise for Allllll kinds of conditions and different combinations for various diseases. I need a bigger brain, or should i say,i need my brain to be 3/4 memory space. If only i had a thumbdrive slot in my ear or something, that connects to the brain but in an area my lecturers cannot seee. Like avatar, they have thumbdrive slot in their hair, or is it tail? i think hair..... Gabrielle Chanel inspires me alot. I think she has become my idol. I was watching a video, exclusive tour around her apartment. Apparently , it has been preserved ever since chanel's passing. The same position the  furniture had been in and everything else

Super cool Dance routine and songs!! This is more like a disney show. Quite DRAMA. Meeting ALCA later at 12.15pm , Darwin,Main camus. Gonna do some memory work! and testing before the big day on saturday! Exams nearing means home is tooo! i cannot wait to get back.!!! Ex-tutor smsed me just now, asking me how i am doing and bla bla bla. he challenged me to getting all HD's(high distinctions). He said he'd reward me for each HD i get and asked me to name my reward. i said 100 bucks AUD for every HD i get. To my surprise, he was agreeable! ok now i have something to work for! im gna bust my ass and get tt 500AUD from him! (will try my hardest!) Des will pass me my chair cushion tomorrrow! LIKE FINALLLLY! my ass wont have to suffer so much anymore from the friggin metal below my chair.

There is a Barbie Store in Tokyo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to gooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to find out the exact location and PLAN My attention span is as short as a gold fish's memory. Meet ALCA tmr to do hardcore memory work. make up silly things to remember stuff, theres no other way to go around it.

Plain pasta is damn yummy, just boil and put butter! But of coz i dont boil lah, i microwave! I am feeling too relaxed already! something is wrong!!!!! im not even anxious abt the coming papers! and its this SAT! I need to wake up my idea! REALLLLY! I need do laundry and stop procrastinating. HOME SOON HOME SOOOOON!

5 more days before my first paper. Supposed to be the hardest toughest paper of all. Revision for it sarks big time. Chocolate is essential for brain activity. i think the ranking of importance goes like this, Red bull >Chocolates>Ginseng tea> Chicken essence Revision is complete, now to attempt the past year questions!

I can finally see some normal skin pigment returning. I hope it looks normal again.... soon. Its been about 2 months since the burn. Visits to the Emergency department, taking endone and getting a tetanus jab. Real nightmare. Cleaning the wound,  protecting it from water and going about my normal daily routine proved challenging . I still look back and wonder how i ever got through that stage. The sight of the burn alone was revolting. I cringed as i cleaned my own wound and the thought that this was indeed my wound, made looking at it even harder. From the start till now i can say that its 80% healed , the colour just needs to morph back! I think Muji's Squid ink is revolutionary! it goes with anything , even fish and tastes so yummie! But the bad part is that it turns your whole mouth , yes! Whole mouth BLACK! haha like Necrosed. Ive drained 5 pens so far just doing revision. not helping the pocket! Im doing my last subject for revision and then i'll start on practise exa

Went to toowong to collect my parcel.To my surprise, it was a belated bday gift. I went to the discount pharmacy near by to pick up some supplies and headed to the bus-stop to get home. At the bus stop, there was a red bull give away for students.So FREE redbull. the day couldnt have gotten any better. I got home and realised i was locked out, but not on purpose, the knob was faulty and luckily someone was home to let me in. A long lost friend contacted me today, was nice. Will meet up back in singapore when i have the time lah. I made baked fish for dinner and had calpis. Groceries came today and iced coffee was OOS. BULL. Ive got lotsa packing to think about.moving on the 22nd and i cant wait . =)

Chanel prices have gone up so much. i dont know if i can ever afford to get another.  =( Anyway,it was more studying today. Had shin ramen and more ginseng tea and red bull. I think i will finish my milk tea boxes before the exams. I dont want to go to sunnybank ever since i saw all the dead parakeets. Exams coming already! toooo fast toooo fast now.... Gotta make sure i score well for all my subjects, i have alot of plans for the holidays and i dont want them to be ruined in any way or i'll be devastated. Something strange happened whilst studying today. I realised i prefer med chem to normal drug names and mechanisms.can understand and memorise better somemore. weird but true. ok babai

Officially the last day of schoool. It feels so good. Some food for thought. Caffeine causes cancer. The risk of getting cancer with cell phone exposure is the same incidence as taking caffeine. So, although people seem to live longer and are healthier as compared to the past, whats the use? You live long yes, but u live long and suffer from cancer. I did alot today,i went to hawken and went to main campus and then to PACE. It is super cold today, a cardigan was insufficient. Should start wearing thicker clothing. Conrad was so funny during lecture. he was talking about hypotention, he siad Blood does NOT drop fromyour head! it doesnt Drop! it just takes a longer time to get there, it doesnt drop! hahahahahahahahaha Ginseng tea is yummy and goood. Keeps your blood pumping and keeps your brains going and makes u a hungry cow. I finished a pack of wang wang in 2 days thanks to ginseng tea. Ginseng tea kept me up allnight till like 6am. POWER I missed mail today, apparently.