GCMJM

Always like that! Always back to square 1. Print application with excitement then fill it out with excitement then suddenly stupid thoughts stream through the head.... Maybe it's not such a good decision, u might regret this, what if this and what if that? Always no courage. Sick of this battle in my head. I'm so lost, I don't know what I should do. I know what seems right to do but what is right isn't what I know will satisfy what my heart wants. Both options have equal pros and cons but only one is a now or never opportunity. Yes , there's a possibility I'll hate it and there's a possibility I might regret. But I'll never know if I don't try. Ugh... By far, the HARDEST decision I've had to make in my entire life! need some friggin good reason to sway my decision now