GCMJM

Work has been interesting so far. I don't find myself resenting work yet and that is a good sign. There is so much to learn and memorise but i guess it will all come in good time. I have made many new friends and that is a plus point as well. The only thing that is bad about working is that i feel that i have absolutely no life at all. I hope things will change soon. The only thing keeping me going is the thought of my annual leave in April. Japan here i come. cherry blossoms here i come too... at long last. Ive always wanted to visit japan during cherry blossom season but never got to doing so all these years. Finally this year!!! I am feeling slightly better now. I have had time to think and open my eyes to see that there are better guys out there with both intelligence and looks. People i can actually have an intellectual conversation with without having to explain certain concepts to. I will remain patient and take one step at a time.. i have to anyway, what other choice

Stop sulking, start mingling. Sucks to be single for all this time now. Work isnt gonna make things better. Should have made better use of my younger days... ahhh no point too... dating was 'frowned' upon. And look where i am at now.. single and not even dating. JOKE of my life lah. so, work has started. Very routine i say. Get up, get cleaned, go to work, wait for lunch, go back to work, wait to go back, have dinner, go home, go bathe, go sleep. the cycle repeats. No life i swear. I have got to start going out with friends, mixing around alot more and stop staying home. Not getting me anywhere. Just making me a sadder person. This shall be my mission for 2013. 'Go out, stop staying home.' Alot had happened in 2012. Mostly towards the end. Some sad stuff some not so sad stuff. But my take on 2012. it was a BS year for me and i hope 2013 wont suck as bad. ok....bai.