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Coldplay Mylo Xyloto tour was THE BEST most amazing concert ive ever been to. Not as tho ive been to many but THIS one is truely spectacular!! Worth every single cent. The opening of the concert was so damn cool. We were given xylobands that lit up randomly through the concert. im gonna try to get them to light up again. There was fireworks and the songs were so amazing. they are not gonna have another tour till 3 years later....sadness man... if they ever go to sg, i am surely going again!! Even if they sing the same songs. will go! atmosphere might be different tho. Grades are gonna come out tomorrow at 10pm. and then graduation on the 14th of december. Some friends have already left brisbane and gone home, so damn sad man... 3 years worth of friendship and seeing each other everyday, just gone like that.

I wanna go somewhere after graduation. Japan or somewhere christmassy ..if not somewhere i can spend time in the water making fishie friends. I always start dreaming and drifting from work. How lah, exams are coming, 13 and 15. So soon, like 1 more week. Many friends are leaving for home right after the exams, sad sad.... Learnt how to make chickpea curry today... and some things about drugs. Zu fed us with buttered bread, chickpea curry and tumeric cabbage today. Had a bottle of midori and watched 'to rome with love'. Identified many locations in the movie and felt so awsome la... i can navigate my way to points of interests from the scenes in the show esp during the opening scene. miss italy.. ok need to snap out of my dream now.. Study now ciao.

The semester is ending soon and Graduation is fast approaching, i cant believe this is slowly becoming reality. Honestly, as a child i never thought i'd go to uni let alone do pharmacy. i always thought i was a slow learner cause everyone called me stupid, dumb, the list goes on.. very depressing but nvm. Anw, i did alot today, i ordered my grad gown, i ordered graduation day tickets and organised shipping to have all my stuff shipped back to sgp. It has finally hit me that i will be leaving this phase of my life behind in just 2 months. Leaving all the friends i have made in the past few years. No more household chores, no more cooking , no more having to walk and wait hours for transport, no more school, no more lectures, no more tutorials. The last day of school was particularly sad especially when the lecturers put up a special last lecture for us and wished us well. It was hard to take in the fact that this is the very end. I never thought i'd say goodbye this fast

Karma I was reading a post somewhere but forgot where. It said. When a bird is alive, it eats ants, when the bird is dead, the ants eat the bird. A tree is cut to make a million match sticks, it just takes 1 match stick to burn down millions of trees. kbai

Never tell others what you wish for Never tell on good dreams Tell on the bad dreams so they wont come true. 'If you dream a thing more than once its sure to come true' ~Princess Aurora~

Old wounds that have healed should be kept that way. Should not be picked on and re-opened. move forward and never look back. but i stupidly did! BIGGEST MISTAKE EVER! smart move, NOT!

“Blessed is he who expects nothing, for he shall never be disappointed.” ― Alexander Pope “There were two ways to be happy: improve your reality, or lower your expectations” ― Jodi Picoult, Nineteen Minutes “The secret self knows the anguish of our attachments and assures us that letting go of what we think we must have to be happy is the same as letting go of our unhappiness.” ― Guy Finley Have to start living like this.

So apparently, i missed the transit of venus on the 6th of june. The next one will occur when im dead and gone (2117) HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA so i was curious and went to do some research on it. saw some spectacular videos. this was what i unearthed , “our love lives enter a fated period where we may relive past life experiences in order to sort out karmic issues. Old friends or lovers may reappear and there may be more difficulty in giving and receiving love and affection“.  the conflict between good and evil, Michael and Lucifer. It opens up a gaping hole where we are confronted with all the fear and confusion of the unknown. It ties the picture together really, intense feelings of love and hate, exposing the evil, fighting it, then filling the void a higher form of love. The light at the end of the tunnel is shown by the Moon and Pluto sextile Chiron, the healing of the obsessions or bad habits which have been the source of the conflict. interesting. okbai

I've come to realise that in all that i do i should always hope for the worst outcome so that if good happens, it'll be a bonus and if bad happens, it would have been anticipated and prepared for. No need for any sadness or disappointment. In other words, don't be optimistic. Today is the submission of the business plan. We took a month to complete this SH*T!! On a positive note, my lecturer watched my video and loved it. Even said i was clever! hahahaha After tonight, its gonna be exam chionging allll the way...late nights of hardcore study! okbai

Everything has been going great until today. Why do you always have to ruin everything with your childish ways. You hold grudges and bring up the past.You then rub it in peoples faces and make yourself victim.  You call yourself holy? Whats the point in praying? going to church and staying there for hours? I have given up sense into you. You will never take it in and retain it. You believe what you want and think what you want. The truth obviously does not matter to you. All you want to be is the one that wins every fight. It does not matter if you are wrong. You are afraid that i may never come back home. Why? Because you know that i am happier away from home? YOU are probably the reason why i would not want to ever go back although i want to so bad. I just cannot take your constant unreasonable rantings. Be it at the maid or family members. I just cannot take it. its too much for me. i also hate how you put people down. do you really think you are so damn great? NVM. i dont

For the very first time ever since a really long time. i am actually  really looking forward to uni and seeing my friends. i think the last time i felt like this was back in kindergarten on my first day of school. HHAHAHAHAHAHA First day of uni was superb. baked cookies and gave them to the people closest to me and they were so appreciative. Great start to the new semester. Cal the man pal came to pick us up to school. Then we went to have 1m long pizza and went to la dolce vita after that. So he is gonna be our group mate for manufacturing lab for the whole year. CANT WAIT. Today they told us about all the projects that have to be done. ALOT. but nvm... better than working. =D kbai. off to 2nd day of school

Work has been very tiring. I wake up at 630 on a good day and 530 Monday's n Tuesday's All because I have to travel to a further pharmacy out of the city. So I am tired everyday, on top of that I have to face shitty patients daily. I'm basically front line. Take in scripts and teach them how to use their medications. Most can't be bothered to stay and listen and those are the patients who make my day so much easier . So on top of having to go to work. I have an ASSignmnt, a report and daily logs to complete. There is no time for anything else. Life practically sucks now. On a brighter note, I've made many new friends And I've gotten a hang of work and the routine. But see, when I get familiar, it is time to go. Bittersweet. Boss asked me if I was looking for pre-reg or a job. I said yea and no cause i don't wanna disappoint by taking leave when I go home during th holidays and yes cause the extra cash can come in handy. I told her to call me wheneve